Breaking Down

Torrance's POV

I found myself to have apparated in front of some sort of library. I stood there looking at the door. It was closed but it looked quite interesting on the outside.

I turned and ran in the other direction. I have no idea where I was running to or how long I had been running when all the emotions of my dream overwhelmed me and I collapsed on the sidewalk.

It was cold. I curled up in a ball, pulling my knees to my chest, crying for hours. I haven't felt like this since the day he left me.

Everything seemed to be going numb. I shook uncontrollably while sobbing. After what must have been about an hour the crying seemed to be subsiding. I finally drug myself off the sidewalk, wiping the tears from my face, I started walking back toward town.

By the time I made it back into town, it was very late. I wasn't ready to go back to Parker's house so I kept on walking. Until I came across a bar that had just opened for the night. I walked in ordering a drink, wanting to drown my sorrows. I started feeling a buzz after a while, ordering another drink I grabbed the nearest HOT guy and we danced and laughed through the night.